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I hate you, I hate you, You stole his heart, I'll never have a chance with him, You stole his heart. You stole his mind so he can only think of you, He will never think about me, All he will think about is the time you spent together, I hate you, I hate you, You stole his mind. You stole his eyes, So when he looks at me he sees right through me, When he looks at the house all he thinks about is how you were here, you were there, His eyes compare me to you, I hate you, I hate you, You stole his eyes. You stole my happiness, I never knew you Rebecca, But everyone compares me to you, The housekeeper, the servants, Forever d

Lilia Jenkins. Lilia Jenkins stands by the cliff. She looks down at the shimmering water below her She feels the breeze rustle through her pure white dress She is fighting herself. She just cannot do this. Lilia Jenkins… Make the right decision. Lilia Jenkins. Lilia Jenkins thinks back at all these years she has spent with her parents. The fancy boarding school, and her B in chemistry class. Her mother was like a nun with a ruler Beating her down until she did better Lilia Jenkins… Make the right decision. Lilia Jenkins, Lilia Jenkins remembers her friends. The friends she had known forever The friends who were

The soft sounds of your breathing, The sound of your heart beating inside your chest, The smile that never leaves your face when you're with me, The love the swells up inside of me. Is it really possible to love something as much as I love you? The soft sound of your voice as it calls to me, The sweet taste of your lips as they touch mine The tenderness of your skin against my skin Love is different than anything I have ever known. It's a feeling that no matter how many words I think of to describe it, I can't think of one that hits it just right, Not one word can describe what you make me feel inside, Not one moment can sum up eve

I just want to be your girl again I just want to be your girl again. I feel so disconnected from you It's like I can't get anywhere near you You pull me in, You push me back out, I don't know what to do. I just want to feel like your girl again I just want to feel like your girl again. Love is the only way I feel close to you, And as soon as your done you go away, It's like the person I saw isn't there anymore. Let me be your girl again Let me be your girl again. I know you've been hurt so don't push me away Are you afraid of letting me be what I am supposed to be? Your girl.

A few drops of rain poured on my window, as I quickly walked out of my house. I let the rain pour on me as if it was my Mom crying on my shoulder again. No stop, don’t think of that. I told myself, over and over again but it never helped. Nothing would efface the memories of that day. I walked slowly on the sidewalk crunching leaves as my feet stomped over their thin, fragile bodies. I heard the bus roar to corner of my street. I hurried my pace and quickly jumped onto the broad steps. I walked on the bus, and sat in my usual corner. A few stops later Alice got on board, she walked up to my seat and plopped down on it. It looked as if sh

Chapter 8 Trust The whole week was pretty much like Monday all the way through. Every day Shane would avoid Paul and have lunch with me and Emma. There were three reasons why I was glad of this one: I'd missed his company, two: This may have meant that he was starting to see the truth, and three: This meant Emma wouldn't have a chance to play that game until Friday night. I knew now there was no way I could avoid it. I knew I'd have to tell Emma everything sooner or later. I chose later, sitting across from her everyday I wondered. What would she think of me when she found out? She told me she wouldn't judge me, but come on. Everyone says

“It’s so dark. Where am I? Last I remember Sean was taking me to the movies for a date. Where is Sean? And where are my clothes? I can’t remember a thing and I don’t know where I am. The whole world starts to shake, I…” “Hallie, what is it?” I open my eyes, and suddenly I’m looking straight at the wall. I glance over at Sean. Why do I always have this dream? I’ve had this dream now for the last three years. Why did I always have it? That happened three years ago, did it mean something? Sean laid his back down and pulled me closer to him. He ran his hand under my shirt, and I pushed him off

A skirt. Just one tiny skirt. Navy blue lines and green lines travel across it Each little line is a part of the journey we go on. In the beginning of freshman year My skirt received a mark. With the sizzle of an iron, And all throughout freshman year I wore that little skirt. It brought me through all the drama and excitement. Sophomore year The skirt needs to be let down a little The lines of navy and green travel farther. I myself have traveled a little farther This same skirt leads me throughout all the stress And this simple article of clothing, takes me to new places where I learn how I can help. Junior and senior year

I remember when I met you, when we were very young I remember how awkward our first conversation was, I remember how much I wanted to be your friend, I remember how much you wanted to be mine I remember when we were playing in the field, and you told me, You had found a secret place only you knew about, I remember how excited I was that you wanted to share your secret with me, I remember I thought our friendship was getting stronger, I remember feeling like I had found the best friend I’d always wanted. We walked up the field, and you showed me your secret place, Hidden amongst the trees and underbrush, lay a little clement are

Dead silence, Eating at the core of me, My ears are ringing, My heart is pounding, My teeth are chattering, My fingers trembling. I have a strange feeling inside of me, Like theres one more stare than there is, Like somthing evil is lurking about, Ready to touture me, Ready to taste my blood, To hear my unearthely scearms, Oh how do I get rid of this feeling? My heart pounding, My head scearming, My whole body locking tight, Oh if there is God please protect me! If I have a gurdian angel please come to my aid! I must be going crazy, I hear sounds that I shouldn't hear, It's too quiet, Quiet, It's too dark, Darkness engu

I saw his face as I turned away, Slowly regretting this moment, Never knowing if I’d see him again, Is it all just a big mistake? The feelings I had are gone, But I knew along, There was something between us, Sometimes it may feel wrong, But I knew all along that you felt the same way. So why all this silence? Why all this violence between our hearts? I can’t believe you’d say all those nasty things, Just to push me away. Where did you lock your heart? Somewhere deep inside the closet? I guess I’ll never know, Since you walked out the door. Where is the voice that hide’s deep inside you, We know it&#

I just need some time to breathe, I'm not sure what's inside of me, Not sure how to channel all the anger, all the pain Not sure how to take care of myself. I'm not sure if needing someone is good or bad, I feel like free falling backwards, And there is nothing there to save me. If I ever crash, will be there be someone to miss me? Someone who will care? Is there something I can do To make the hurt go away, To make the emptiness cease, To make me feel like I'm worth something again Will I ever learn the true meaning of being me?