Uncontrolable

Broken promises,
Twisted lies,
Sappy makeups,
Crying all the time.

Happy moments,
Romantic times,
Times when I never wanted leave your arms,
Times when I wished we could always be together,
Times I wish had never ended.

I don't know what to believe,
I don't know how what to except,
I don't know what to do about it,
It's eating at my heart.

I need you,
But then I want to push you away,
Somtimes you get my hints,
Somtimes you just don't get it,
What am I supposed to do?
How I am supposed to show you?
How I can I believe we will get through this?

Mixed feelings,
Broken promises,
Needed attention,
Broken hearted,
Trying to hold on but slowing letting go.

I'm shifting,
I'm changing,
Your shifting,
Your changing,
Things will change,
But when?
And what will it result in?

So many questions,
So little time,
So much to do,
So much going on,
Uncontrolable love.